The boxes have arrived and the suitcases have been pulled from storage. Their mouths gape open, hungry for our possessions, which seem to have increased in orders of magnitude from the four pieces of checked luggage we brought from Canada. Books, boots, bits and bobs; it all adds up. Now we need to organize, pack, ship, and cry. I'm not quite as overwrought as Byron in his poem ("Heart-broken and lorn, I resign/ The joys and the hopes that thou gavest") but I certainly have emotional moments.
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| Byron in the Wren Library, Trinity College |
As I pack, I run through a litany of memories and think of what I'll miss about living in Cambridge.
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| Clare Hall |
Well, everything.
- Our home from home, flat 17, Clare Hall
- Casual conversations daily in the dining hall on subjects ranging from Bach's obsession with numbers, to advances in material science around hip replacement, to views on brotherhood from the perspectives of anthropology and of classics, and so on--- all before dessert and coffee.
- The dining hall. Being cooked for by creative chefs. Mushroom stroganoff for lunch! Thai curry for dinner! Soup every day!
- So many people at Clare Hall and beyond who have become friends and inspirations.
- Proximity to old friends who knew me back when, who knew my children as babies, whose life histories are part of my own.
- Weird though it may sound, the NHS, which served us very well when we needed it most.
- Weird though it may sound, the climate.
- The dozens or hundreds of concerts and lectures and seminars (who knew historiography could be so intriguing?) advertised on laminated posters affixed to railings and posts: Cambridge's local internet is the inter-fence
- Riding bikes in a city where cycling infrastructure works.
- The people who stay here.
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| Neighbours |
- The people who visit.
- The swimming pool.
- Springtime in college gardens.
- Location, location, location: an hour to London, two to Brighton, three to Durham (well, four with the ever-present roadworks)
- East Anglia: north Norfolk--Walsingham! Cley!--and rural Suffolk, their coasts, pockets of Essex and Cambridgeshire. Sky and more sky.
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| Lavenham, Suffolk |
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| Cley-next-the-Sea, Norfolk |
- Trains
- Walks and runs along fields and paths, from right outside our door
- Not living in a big city. Turns out I'm not a big-city person. It's taken me a while to realise.
- Europe on the doorstep.
- The timezone advantage that has let me write in the mornings and work in the afternoons.
- The people. Again.
- This year-long adventure à deux ♡
On the other side of goodbyes, of course, will be the hellos. What I am looking forward to in Toronto:
- Reunion with our kids (until they dissipate, leaving us in the empty nest--unlike this past year, when we left them)
- Reunion with the dog and two cats (a very close second to seeing the kids. In fact... no, I won't go there)
- Reading the paper in bed surrounded by the dog and two cats
- Settling back into our galumphing old house
- Reclaiming my houseplants (thank you to everyone who kept them going)
- Wrestling with the scraggly neglected garden (hint to husband: how about a new garden bench for our anniversary?)
- Connecting with friends and neighbors and colleagues in real life (hey folks, please can we go for a coffee? An ice cream? A cocktail? Soon?)
- Greater proximity to my North American family; seeing many of them next week for...
- ...middle child's graduation ceremony!
- Cooking meals (though not the associated washing up). So many new Nigel Slater recipes to try, plus the Alice B. Toklas cookbook.
- Dining and drinking on restaurant patios unassailed by cigarette smoke.
- Living on a continent with a Pacific coast.
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| Bridge over the River Cam July 2022 |
This week the farewell gatherings come thick and fast, punctuating the packing up. There will be tears before leaving for sure, but also bright hope for return. In the meantime, I believe I've ordered enough Sainsbury's own-brand tea to see us through the transition to Toronto.
Thank you, Clare Hall, for everything. À bientôt.
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| Full moon from Flat 17 |
